"We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a saltshaker half-full of cocaine, and a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers... Also, a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether, and two dozen amyls. Not that we needed all that for the trip, but once you get locked into a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can. The only thing that really worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge, and I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon." (Raoul Duke)


Shr00o0mszsz<3

Sooo it was my first time taking shrooms, I took an 8th. Physically I’m small, Sooo I tripped really hard. At first I was staring at a light. Swear it was the most beautiful light I’ve ever seen. Then I started watching Beevis & Butthead and I SWEAR everything that was said was exactly how I was feeling, but after that it got super scary and intense. I thought there was a demon inside me and I wanted to cut it out. Literally I was looking for a knife. I came face to face with the devil, which looked a lot like myself. I went through my whole life in 6 hours. I fixed all my problems. I’ve never met my dad and I met him, no intentions of ever meeting him now. I kept trying to harm myself & calling myself ugly. I lost the conception of what was real and what wasn’t. I thought I was dead and I was so content, I didn’t wanna come back. It was so beautiful. I love shrooms. They’re the best therapy. <3 

(Source: ohighalyssa)

Shrooms

Me and 2 others obtained a 1/4 oz of mushrooms, ate the whole quarter between us 3 and left my house to go to a party. In retrospect, not the best idea (the party was in a not-so-good area, and the partygoers were, for the most part, drunks and zanny heads.) By the time we arrive, I’d say T-30/45 mins after consumption, I was starting to get the first waves of shrooms. Upon entering, this place was a DISASTER. Trash everywhere, nowhere to sit, and the layout of the actual house reminded me of a demented funhouse. Down the stairs we go, into a puke green/yellow hallway deemed “the smoke room.” After a bowl I was talking with some friends when I stopped mid-conversation and toppled to the ground. It was like the ground heaved up at me and caused me to lose my balance. Everyone was crowding around me, asking if I was okay, and my only response was “It’s okay, I’m just trippin’” which no one understood… they thought I legitimately TRIPPED OVER. After pushing through the crowd and climbing the weirdest staircase I’ve ever seen, I made my way outside and proceeded to fall, again, on the side of the house. From where I had laid, I looked up at the stars and had some really cool visuals. It was like a TV screen on a static channel, all pixelated and constantly changing, except instead of black/white it was rainbow. I enjoyed that for a while, and when I sat up some people came over and sat down with us (me and my 2 friends). Apparently these people were affiliated with the house, but we got bad vibes from them. The guy was obviously zannied out, and the girl seemed to have no boundaries, as she grabbed my hat off my head and proceeded to wear it. We then went inside, only to be confused and bewildered once again. This house had the weirdest energy, and none of us felt comfortable. We sat on the porch, talking and joking for a while, until we decided to leave (T-2:00). The drive home was uneventful, no cops/drama. We got back to my house and I had some really great philosophical revelations. I was tripping really hard by this point, so we decided to play with some kaleidoscope apps on our phones. I usually get gastric distress from the fungus, so I was bouncing back and forth from the bathroom to the lair we created. After a little while, my 2 friends decided that they wanted to “go play,” but something inside me said not to. I begged them to stay, but they wouldn’t listen. After they left, I could still feel their energy close to mine, so I thought at the most they were in my backyard or walking around the neighborhood. In reality, they drove about 45 mins away and cruised some back roads. While they were gone, I laid in complete silence and had AMAZING kaleidoscopic visuals for about 10 mins, which was when I decided to go in my room and try to sleep (NOPE. STILL TRIPPING). Now this is where shit gets kinda weird. While I was laying in my bed, I thought I heard my friends’ laughter outside my window, so I decided to go outside and look for them. I peeked my head out & saw one car, but not the other (WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?!). Then my mom decided to wake up and try talking to me… not cool. I went back in my room and sat for about 10 mins, until I got an overwhelming urge to contact my friends. They didn’t answer, and I sat with the uncomfortable feeling for a few minutes. When they called me back they had gotten pulled over and were being held in custody. Apparently right as I called them, the cops flicked on the lights…. I was in no position to figure out directions or organize ANYTHING, so I stupidly got my parents to talk to them and drive me to pick them up. Usually on the comedown of mushrooms I get into what I call “rewind mode,” where it basically feels like my brain is rewinding. The drive was horrible, I was extremely anxious and had no idea where we were, although I knew the area well. It didn’t help that the fields we were passing on the freeway were covered with fog. We arrived at the site & picked up one friend (the other stayed in custody all night). We had a good cry on the way home, smoked a cigarette and parted ways. I don’t think I will ever forget this trip, because of the intensity and the apparent psychedelic telepathy. Also, sorry this is so lengthy, it seems a lot shorter when I tell it in person.

(Source: perspectivespectrum)

Wayang Kulit (Acid)

When i was on acid and wanted to relax for a while and not see completly crazy stuff I tried to focus on the ceiling. Too bad the ceiling had shadows. Soon after my deep sigh of relieve the shadows started to distort and wave and twirl and after a while of doing completly random stuff they became Wayang Kulit, indonesian shadowpuppets. It was really facinating, there were this too Wayang with swords and a lady Wayang. It might have been the most  amazing thing i’ve seen that trip, seeing those shadows fight in a weird glitchy motion.

(Source: melvarkie)

Lucy! (Acid)

Woaaah! I get to actually tell someone my story? :P Raad, haha. Good idea! (: So here it goes; i woke up one morning and i just had this instant feeling that I had to do acid right that instant. I called a few people up. And i finally got it! It was around 4:30 or 5:00. My friend and I had both gotten one tab. Itook it as soon as i got it. I was so pumped! I was wanting to trip for sooooo long. I had already done 2cp twice before. (i know. 2c family=no bueno, havent touched it since) I was already kinda high before, and for the first hour I was so light. I felt like the wind could take me haha. Acouple of my guy friends and I decided to go to Taco Bell and get something to eat. We longboarded, got there, ate a bit. It wasnt till maybe an hour and a half later after i took it that I started feeling that rush. When you know you’re coming up? Yeah. I felt it, and I loved every single moment. I sat at taco bell watching this puppet show on the tv and laughed. It was so funny. We later went tothe mall, and just sat outside for a while. The clouds looked smokey. It was so beautiful. I think thats why up to this day, clouds are my favorite thing to take pictures of. Haha. It was hour 2, and I was starting to get a little impatient. I wasnt feeling it as much anymore. It felt like I was stuck in the middle of being sober and tripping. Horrible. ;[ My friend picked me up and smoked me up. It was the same friend who got the tab . We smoked about a gram. And by that time, I knew I was gone. ;o We were at a park, and I just wanted to run. I started yelling. But the happy kind. I was so happy to be trippin after waiting forever. It was around 7 now, and I knew it was ready to probably start walking home if I didnt want to get rained on. I made it home by 10. Took the dog out. Question! So, I’ve come home tripping 3 times. And i come home high about everyday. Is it normal if your pet just starts barking and shiit? Like. When I came home that night, he was barking sooooo much. And he bit me a couple times. I dont know if it’s like that intuition, or he was just in a bad mood. And also, is there any way to avoid that? I dont want my parents getting sketched out. ; anyways, I took a shower and just layed in bed for the rest of the night. I have a lava lamp and a bunch of trippy shit in my room. I made my room specifically for tripping ;p I like closed eye visuals the best, so I decided to just “go to sleep”. Thats kinda when things took a twist. It was thunderstorming. I was just snoozin’. And all of a sudden, darkness took over. I had a nightmare that there were scars alllll over my arms and i was bleeding. I woke up sweating and itchy. Only to find 2 mosquito bites. I guess its true what they say, its all in the mind. After that, i just kept having bad scenarios. Such a bummer.. ;/ Im hoping to trip soon again. If i can ever find someone. Ahh, thank you for letting me share haha.

(Source: mymindstrippin)

Weed

i had a trip on alice in wonderland. all the night that happened, i didn’t remember what was all the drugs i’ve done haha, but at the end i was only smoking weed with my brother, my friend and random girls,and i think it was ”too much” so it started with a blackout, kind of a badtrip. i wanted to puke and all those stuff, and then bam, i looked at my brother and my friends, and it was the tea party. my brother was the madhatter, my friend the march hare, and two random girls were dormouse and  dinah the cat ahaha! and i met a lot of my friends, they were all characters in alice in wonderland, like the cheshire cat or the walrus, etc. i don’t remember everything, because it was really all in my head. it’s hard to explain, but even if some things aren’t clear in my head, it was the best trip of my life :) hope you enjoyed reading this haha! btw i love your blog, really trippy! 

(Source: psychedelic-wonder-drug)





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